Beyond SPEECHLESS!

So this week was my wedding anniversary and Frank took me to dinner...I enjoyed the evening, not just because I was with my love but the food was amazing! I had a modest Italian meal, which I really did not finish and a had a piece of cake...a single piece of cake...I was nervous about stepping on the scale today because of the infamous cake but I kept saying to myself "it's just a piece of cake!" Well BOY WAS I WRONG!!! It was NOT just a piece of cake, it was my DEMISE, my COMPLETE DESTRUCTION!!! I weighed myself this week and I GAINED 4 pounds!!!! That's right 4 pounds!!! That means that I, a band patient, who can barely eat a complete meal ate in excess of 14,000 calories this week!!! Are you as surprised as I am? I have absolutely nothing to say, I am beyond devastated, this is a set back I was not expecting and am not prepared for....It just makes no sense to e...I worked out 6 days last week, I am running, spinning, doing weights, using the row machine...I mean really? I have nothing to say...I am beyond committed to this journey and even though I think it is completely IMPOSSIBLE for me to have eaten in excess of 14,000 calories, I do know that I have not been journaling my food...so with that, I started journaling today and hopefully, next week I see a positive, lower number on that dreaded scale! Thanks for reading!