Enlightenement!

I was SHOCKED beyond SHOCKED to get on the scale this morning and NOT SEE a loss! I really do not understand what the hell is going on with my body and then I had a MAJOR realization that hit me like a Mack Truck! That inner voice in my head reminded me that i Have not journaled in 3 weeks and guess what people? I have gained the last 3 weeks! The voice also told me that I have not really been focused on "good food" I have been eating, at times, shitty choices like boneless buffalo wings! Now I realize that an occasional "cheat" is good and helps with the cravings, but I really have not focused on my lean protein and fruits and vegetables since my vacation but I can assure you that this ENDS TODAY!!! I am BEYOND DONE with seeing this shit on the scale! i AM RECOMMITTED NOW, THIS STARTS AGAIN NOW!!! Thanks for reading and I am NOT A FAILURE!! (That declaration was for me!)