Could be better but it could be worse

I weighed myself this week and I lost 1 pound (.45 kg) this week. I have to say I was disappointed as my diet was on point. The red menace did make an unscheduled visit and I am blaming that bitch! I have been really pushing myself at the gym and I am really soooo excited to be in "arms reach" of my final goal. Under 40 pounds is just so amazing to me, considering where I began this journey...I have fought for every ounce and will continue to fight and those weeks that I get knocked down, I will muster every ounce of strength to stand and take another step forward! I have been also on a personal quest for emotional freedom lately as well... There is obviously a lot of baggage that I have carried for long...a person doesn't just gain 200 pounds for the heck of it....I'm digging and trying to find those ugly roots and RIP them out, till that soil and by doing so discover the true me, the Keli that God intended me to be....that is where I want to be when I look back....to me getti g to my goal weight is only half the battle, getting in we healing is the victory I need...thanks for reading!