WHAT THE ***@%#!###%@**

I weighed myself this week and I had MY FIRST GAIN!!!!! I gained .8 pounds (.36 kilograms) so my new weight total has been reduced to 41.8 pounds (18.96 kilograms) in 14 weeks. I have to say I am a little disappointed as I DID NOT CHEAT! In reality it is IMPOSSIBLE for me to eat so much any more. I am a little puzzled but I did have my visit from Aunt Flow and I did have my dinner party. I did have a tiny sliver of cheesecake but there is no way that is the cause, because it was so small and I did not even finish it! I also went to three barbecues so maybe this is not so bad considering?? Who Knows?? In addition, perhaps the intense heat was an issue or maybe I ate some salty foods...I really do not know...I continued with my workout and even added one more day, so I am even more befuddled. I am trying to look at this with my "BIGGER PERSPECTIVE" glasses and tell myself, it is less than a pound and I could be retaining water etc...There is only one way to figure this all out and that is to wait until next week and perhaps, it will even out. Keep me in prayer because I hate that I gained today and it is not something that I even wanted to blog about but I had promised to be transparent throughout this entire journey...Anyway, thanks for reading...