HOLY SHIT!

I weighed myself this week and I GAINED MORE WEIGHT IN ONE WEEK THAN EVER BEFORE!! I WAS UP 3.8 POUNDS THIS WEEK (1.72 kg). I have lost a total of 64.8 pounds (29.39) kilograms) in 40 weeks. I wish I could confess that I ate 6 sliced of cheesecake or two dozen bagels, or I went to Five Guys and had 3 Double Burgers with Fries, but THE TRUTH is I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE REASON FOR THIS SPIKE IS!!! I would have expected this after the Christmas weigh in but you all remember, I stayed the same..maybe this is the weight gain from that joy ride and is just showing up now..Is that even possible??? Honestly, I don't have a clue...I am MORTIFIED, I feel like a complete and utter failure..I do not know what to do or how to explain it but I am logging it in because that is what I do on Tuesday....I had really awful bronchitis last week and last night was in the ER because I could not walk..My feet issues flared up and I needed some Percocet! Needless to say, I did not work out at all last week..BUT beyond that, I don't know what else could be the reason...I am writing this as I NEED SOME INSPIRATION and some LIFTING UP...SO PLEASE PLEASE ENCOURAGE ME!!!! Thanks for reading and hopefully next week, the tide will change! Thanks for reading and I have wiped all my tears and am off to work...