MOTHER F%%&&##$@^!

I really am annoyed! I had a sinus infection and missed every workout that I usually do so what did I do? I decided to be extra careful with my diet and what rewards me today? A BIG FAT GAIN!!! I gained 2 pounds (almost 1kg) what the hell????? I mean really people, I seem to not be able to win here! I have another 50 pounds to my next goal and I am just going up and down here! I thought I had a break through two weeks abo when I lost the 4+ but my body likes to "even out" and give me back 2...I AM JUST BEYOND FRUSTRATED!!! Some say, the antibiotics could play a role in the gain, I am on them until this thursday..who knows, all I know is I did what I had to do and that I am sure of!!! I need this to work, I really have no other options here...I NEED THIS TO WORK!!! COME ON BODY, STOP RESISTING MY EFFORTS!!!!!