OH BOY!

I weighed myself this week and I GAINED 1 pound (.45 kg)!!!! I have lost a total of 70.6 pounds (32.02 kilograms) in 46 weeks.

I NEED A FILL REALLY BADLY!!! Since I made the big drop, my band is now much looser, and therefore I am able to eat more. Unfortunately, my doctor only does this procedure on Wednesday mornings and since I already took off 2 sick days, I spoke to my boss and she would prefer that I have this procedure done when we are off. The next Wednesday that I am off is April 20!!!!! That means I some how have to figure out how to continue losing weight with MINIMAL help from this band as it is very lose and my appetite is much LARGER than it has been in recent months. Please provide me with your suggestions as I am FREAKED OUT as how I am supposed to make it until April 20th, doing this all by myself..My track record over the last 32 years dieting on my own HAS NOT been very successful, hence the need for the band in the first place!!! LORD I NEED YOUR HELP HERE!!!! Anyway, I have nothing else to say, I worked out 4 times this week and still gained weight, if that gives you any indication as to how lose this band is! Thanks for reading, send your prayers and any useful advice you may have...Until next week