Well I am THOROUGHLY PISSED!!!! I weighed my food, I journaled, I ate my protein but THEN I got my period on Sunday and therefore I weighed myself this morning and I only LOST .4 pounds (.18 KG), I have lost a total of 105 pounds (47.63 KG) WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING?? I mean I am used to the weight gain during my period in a normal week but I just was soooo good this week that I thought for sure there would be a better loss this week!!! I even SKIPPED my Christmas Work Party yesterday just so that I would have a better weigh in this morning and this is what happens, less than a pound?? I really cant take this, I need to go punch something! Now Christmas is here and I just don't know what to do! I would like to enjoy my holiday but it is clear that the way that I enjoy holiday's is just NOT GOING to be possible this year...AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Well on a FANTASTIC note, I have posted this picture so that those who read the blog but are not on Facebook could see...This was taken on Saturday and when I saw it I actually got tears in my eyes because I did not think it was me! You could actually see my shape and my hips and everything about it is AMAZING...So when I see this picture, i can see how far I have come on this journey..So in spite of this HORRENDOUS stretch of 3 weeks, I have to take one more step in the right direction, towards my goal, and that is what I am going to do...MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL, thanks for reading!
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