Annoying!

I weighed myself today and only LOST .2 LBS (.09 kg) this week for a total of 77.4 pounds(35.11 kilograms) LOST in 58 weeks. PATHETIC!!! I cannot figure this out, I did not cheat at all and I am really pissed this morning. I did have an awesome loss last week, perhaps, my body is balancing out...no idea...sooooo annoyed! I need t0 lose 22.6 pounds more by my trip! This is soooooo hard, even with the band, losing weight is a constant challenge. Daily, I have to make the right choices on my diet, exercise etc...Just once I would like not to have my this pressure on myself, no such luck I guess...

This week was pretty uneventful, EXCEPT for the time I spent shopping for the DREADED BATHING SUIT! The good news is that I am SEVERAL SIZES smaller, HOWEVER, I may be the object of some local whale harpooners! I would rather do ANYTHING than have to look at my body in a 3-D mirror, I mean really, it is the most OBJECTIONABLE NIGHTMARE known to the female species! Someday, maybe I won't mind so much, although I do not know many women who enjoy bathing suit shopping...

It has been one week since my cousins have gone home, and I really miss them..It is the strangest thing, because I saw them once when I was 4, Once ten years ago and then last week..yet the bond that I have with all of them is very strong. For those of you who have read this blog and have known me for years, you will know how I always hoped and prayed for a big and here is the key GENUINE extended family. I am so grateful for technology, like Skype and Facebook, which allows us to stay in touch and I am really excited about my trip.

Speaking of my trip, truthfully, I AM FREAKED over flying and TRIPLE FREAKED at having to fit in those seats! My plan is to continue doing what I am doing and hopefully I will be 100 lbs (45 KG) lighter!

I returned to teh gym tonight, went to spin class, feeling great! I have been walking and I will be talking to my trainer about incorporating speed walking in our weekly workout sessions. Anyway, thanks for reading!